liars obviously.
I don't know why people lie about stupid shit, well actually not even stupid shit but stupid non existent reasons.
So my buddy Matt aka the porn star in the making, as blogged about below
http://julistar15.blogspot.com/2012/01/reasons-why-i-love-my-blog.html
Contacted me again a little while ago after HE dropped the news on me and didn't text me again.
He told me a story about how he tried to kill himself that night he told me he did porn, because his parents saw the porn site where he was and confronted him about it and thats why he didn't text me again blah blah blah...
He said he was hospitalized for like a month or 2. I felt so bad because he had tickets to this concert he was really excited to go to and he didn't get to go to because he was "hospitalized"i also felt bad for deleting his number and not checking up on him (what kind of friend was i?)
Then a couple of days ago he adds me on Facebook and guess fucking what?
He went to that concert! So what does that tell me? Who the fuck makes up stories like that? Bull fucking shit, i felt bad for nothing! Once again maturity doesn't come with age and i might never understand why people lie about the most bizarre shit to get pity out of people.
Oh and he said he's joining the military too O_0
Hows that for a catch up.
Monday, April 16, 2012
Monday, April 9, 2012
Fuck you fuck you and fuck you a third time.
Nothing makes an afternoon better than a nice piece of duchebaggery, really it warms my heart.
Shit was so uncalled and that is all i have to say. How do you expect me to be your friend if your taking out all your ex gf, girl hating rage on me? As if my self esteem wasn't low enough i just needed that one blow. Needless to say i haven't talked to him since, i expect an apology! I tried to tell myself that i was over reacting way too many times. I consulted my dear douchebag kings coworkers and they came to the conclusion that this was uncalled for and asshole worthy, so FUCK YOU!
Then he said "Gotta appreciate a girl who's got a little sass with that ass ;) FIESTY!" blah blah blah he said he was kidding, i took shit seriously. Yesterday i saw my 2nd boyfriend ever, from like 8th grade he didn't see me haha i guess he hit puberty.Today i saw my ex boyfriend from back in the skatepark days. He dumped me after 5 days of "relationshit" The epic moment 15/14 year old me would have loved more than anything in the world! what any dumped ex girlfriend wants... The moment when the ex boyfriend openly admits he's an idiot because he let you go. HA!That was almost 5-6 years ago and i still remember exactly how it happened and what his "excuse" was shits crazy how things turn. Never in a million years would i have thought that id be in his room again. He wouldn't stop staring and me and calling me gorgeous. Things have changed, good riddance. Cigz and weed really fuck you up, he looks so much older and i don't even know how to explain it. Lets see he tried to kiss me when i was leaving... The whole hug and stare into each others eyes bullshit. I said no no no you have a girlfriend (lucky for me i had an excuse to deny the kiss other than saying dude you look like crap stop smoking) then he denied it, so i pulled his profile up on my phone and he then said that she put that there blah blah blah. Kiss on the cheek and i was on my way :D
Wednesday, April 4, 2012
This night is sparkling...
I wish haha.
When I procrastinate i forget all the shit i was supposed to write about boo!
I'll see if i can make a list ahem:
*Being on your period + manager staying i have no personal life + sore legs + sales lead saying i can't go home at 4:45 when i'm scheduled until 5, yet my availability is clearly until 4:30 + a comment i can't remember = Me saying look at my eyes, I'm exhausted and tired of this shit. Im going to quit i don't know when or how but i can't take this much longer.
*The Hot Chelle Rae concert was amazing! I wish i had learned more of their songs before i went though.
*I bought 3 tickets for warped tour this summer 1 for me another for myself and one for I.
*I LOVE going to concerts, its the rush i get from screaming my lungs out.
*If i didn't screen shoot this profile i came across, what kind of person would i be considered? Ratchet! who puts shit like this up on Facebook 0__o I thought it was funny.
*Because i actually pulled out all the food i carry in my purse and it might have shocked some people.
Oh hey my 2 ex boyfriends are making my coworker into a sandwich hahahahahaha.
When I procrastinate i forget all the shit i was supposed to write about boo!
I'll see if i can make a list ahem:
*Being on your period + manager staying i have no personal life + sore legs + sales lead saying i can't go home at 4:45 when i'm scheduled until 5, yet my availability is clearly until 4:30 + a comment i can't remember = Me saying look at my eyes, I'm exhausted and tired of this shit. Im going to quit i don't know when or how but i can't take this much longer.
*The Hot Chelle Rae concert was amazing! I wish i had learned more of their songs before i went though.
*I bought 3 tickets for warped tour this summer 1 for me another for myself and one for I.
*I LOVE going to concerts, its the rush i get from screaming my lungs out.
*If i didn't screen shoot this profile i came across, what kind of person would i be considered? Ratchet! who puts shit like this up on Facebook 0__o I thought it was funny.
*I "gave up" frozen yogurt. It made me gain 15 pounds and by "made me" i mean ( it was so delicious i couldn't stop eating it.) Im hoping when i quit, the temptations will be over; ill have time to invest into being fit and ill get back to 110 crossing my fingers.
*In case that doesn't work i ran 3.5 miles on sunday, tuesday. Today since I'm so sore i can barely walk, i skated the 3.5. Why is getting fit so hard (whinneeeeeeeyyy biatch)
*When and if I'm satisfied with my body aka workout at least 4 days a week and be consistent. I shall reward myself with a shopping spree, I'm debating on whether i should invest in "classier" clothing since i dress more like a surfer/skater... Long hair don't care... Speaking of long hair i got my ends trimmed :p
*Because i actually pulled out all the food i carry in my purse and it might have shocked some people.
Oh hey my 2 ex boyfriends are making my coworker into a sandwich hahahahahaha.
*My coworker updated MY, MINE, MIO Facebook status asking guys for a date talking about i would pay. I borrowed his phone and googled hairy dick then posted it on his Facebook sounds mature enough. So there's a Troll war... He then posted this lovely picture of me doing what i do best...
*Another coworker texted me "I like you" after i said i hate him jokingly obviously. It took me all day to reply because i was flipping out and i still didn't have a reply to that so i did what men do best... avoid the questions they don't wanna answer and change the subject.
*Oh yeah and Happy Birthday Mr.Deployed ;)
This night is sparkling...
I wish haha.
When I procrastinate i forget all the shit i was supposed to write about boo!
I'll see if i can make a list ahem:
*Being on your period + manager staying i have no personal life + sore legs + sales lead saying i can't go home at 4:45 when i'm scheduled until 5, yet my availability is clearly until 4:30 + a comment i can't remember = Me saying look at my eyes, I'm exhausted and tired of this shit. Im going to quit i don't know when or how but i can't take this much longer.
*The Hot Chelle Rae concert was amazing! I wish i had learned more of their songs before i went though.
*I bought 3 tickets for warped tour this summer 1 for me another for myself and one for I.
*I LOVE going to concerts, its the rush i get from screaming my lungs out.
*If i didn't screen shoot this profile i came across, what kind of person would i be considered? Ratchet! who puts shit like this up on Facebook 0__o I thought it was funny.
*Because i actually pulled out all the food i carry in my purse and it might have shocked some people.
Oh hey my 2 ex boyfriends are making my coworker into a sandwich hahahahahaha.
When I procrastinate i forget all the shit i was supposed to write about boo!
I'll see if i can make a list ahem:
*Being on your period + manager staying i have no personal life + sore legs + sales lead saying i can't go home at 4:45 when i'm scheduled until 5, yet my availability is clearly until 4:30 + a comment i can't remember = Me saying look at my eyes, I'm exhausted and tired of this shit. Im going to quit i don't know when or how but i can't take this much longer.
*The Hot Chelle Rae concert was amazing! I wish i had learned more of their songs before i went though.
*I bought 3 tickets for warped tour this summer 1 for me another for myself and one for I.
*I LOVE going to concerts, its the rush i get from screaming my lungs out.
*If i didn't screen shoot this profile i came across, what kind of person would i be considered? Ratchet! who puts shit like this up on Facebook 0__o I thought it was funny.
*I "gave up" frozen yogurt. It made me gain 15 pounds and by "made me" i mean ( it was so delicious i couldn't stop eating it.) Im hoping when i quit, the temptations will be over; ill have time to invest into being fit and ill get back to 110 crossing my fingers.
*In case that doesn't work i ran 3.5 miles on sunday, tuesday. Today since I'm so sore i can barely walk, i skated the 3.5. Why is getting fit so hard (whinneeeeeeeyyy biatch)
*When and if I'm satisfied with my body aka workout at least 4 days a week and be consistent. I shall reward myself with a shopping spree, I'm debating on whether i should invest in "classier" clothing since i dress more like a surfer/skater... Long hair don't care... Speaking of long hair i got my ends trimmed :p
*Because i actually pulled out all the food i carry in my purse and it might have shocked some people.
Oh hey my 2 ex boyfriends are making my coworker into a sandwich hahahahahaha.
*My coworker updated MY, MINE, MIO Facebook status asking guys for a date talking about i would pay. I borrowed his phone and googled hairy dick then posted it on his Facebook sounds mature enough. So there's a Troll war... He then posted this lovely picture of me doing what i do best...
*Another coworker texted me "I like you" after i said i hate him jokingly obviously. It took me all day to reply because i was flipping out and i still didn't have a reply to that so i did what men do best... avoid the questions they don't wanna answer and change the subject.
*Oh yeah and Happy Birthday Mr.Deployed ;)
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