Someone please tell me

Please tell me it gets better how can my decision hurt so bad?
Why am I the one crying myself to sleep?
The nights are so dark, I can't help but to think of how amazing he was. sometimes I wish I had someone else to take my mind off of him, but I wouldn't have it any other way. I love him nobody else 😔

6th is when you admit you may have fucked up a little.

First, you think the worst is a broken heart

Yesterday he asked if i was breaking up with him today, i said yes it was best for the both of us.

Today he changed his relationship status and picture on facebook and it hits me harder than realizing what i had done yesterday.

It's actually happening it really is over and despite it being my decision, it hurts so bad. I try to tell myself that its for the best and i try to think of all the shitty stuff in our relationship but he was just so good it brings me back to tears.

I'm sorry Matthew Thomas Heinen i really did/ do love you.

I want you to know that it doesn't matterWhere we take this road someone's gotta goAnd I want you to know you couldn't have loved me betterBut I want you to move on so I'm already gone