yesterday and today?

Work was so upsetting! Kerry and Daniella ruined my day my internet is down on my phone and at home so ill edit this when it comes back on this is a txt fyi
^ Yeah yesterday was pretty upsetting. This lady had a Walgreens coupon and the other manager told me a while ago that we accepted the competitions coupons but apparently we don’t... So i called a manager and she gave me and the costumer attitude. The costumer asked for a store director so she could say how unhelpful the manager was and after the costumer left both managers ganged up on me and said it was my fault pretty much. Thank god for this one girl who stood up for me... The grocery manager is such a bitch! she talks behind everybody’s back i’m so sick of her.


Anyway that was yesterday, well technically 2 days ago since its currently 12:16 am.
Today i woke up around 10, i couldn’t sleep because i was so anxious about the job interview.
Got all dressed and dolled up and off to Bestbuy.
When i got there i tried to go pick up my sisters laptop, then told the guy i was being interviewed today, he told me he’d hold onto it.
Stood by the door for what seemed like forever, when the GM finally came a girl came out of nowhere and she got interviewed first, i guess she was there since before me (oh well) I was happy outside making new friends already.
There was this one black boy and this white dude and they were both talking to me, the black boy was asking me all type of questions, like where was i from and all that good stuff. The white guy just listened, he was quiet. He did ask me how old i was though. Then when the black guy left, he was about to give me pointers on the interviewing process or i don’t even remember; The GM cut him off though and i had to kinda walk away i felt bad but i had a job to get.
The GM was really cool it didn’t really feel like an interview, there was 2 guys doing stock and they were joking around; It made me feel at ease. After a couple of questions he told me to wait outside for a few mins. I came back inside and he offered me the job :D He said i’d have to get drug tested by tuesday and that orientation would go on from that point forward.
I came out with the biggest smile on my face hence why i put walking on sunshine bellow, because to me its such a happy song. (no i’m not in love with anyone, nor is anybody in love with me.)
Anyway i apologized to the guy for cutting him off and he said he understood the situation. Picked up the laptop and the guy from Geek squad said Bestbuy Mobile attendant “Good luck” he wouldn’t tell me why though.. he said it would ruin the fun.
After that i rushed home and went to work 2 to 11:20 man i was ready to go! The day was a drag as usual but i did have a blast from about 9:15 to 10. My bagger and I decided we would meow at each other and that he would meow only.
This family asked if he spoke english because he was meowing LOL i said no but i was cracking up, he of course got a bit upset and told them to address him about him, not me and yes he does speak english.
Then we had a canadian couple and they were in shock, literally their faces were hilarious not only that but then another coworker randomly walks by making chicken noises and flopping his “wings” aka arms. I turned bright red and laughed for a good while, it made my night.
Then there was danielle again knowing how to ruin it, rushing me and stuff. Im glad she didn’t make me go outside to fix shopping carts, cause i would have been as upset as the other cashier.
I think the sleep deprivation is making me feel a bit overwhelmed, i feel like i have so many things to worry about.
Work 11:30 to 12:30 then work 1-8.
I think its that drug test deadline putting unnecessary stress on me, i have to get it out of the way monday morning so i can enjoy the rest of my day off and my tuesday.
Dentist on monday at 4 aghhh...
Still waiting on when my car will be here...



Xoxo Julieth

Believe in me.

The title has nothing to do with the blog, i just discovered the song today and i like some of the lyrics thats all.
Today was my day off, so i laid in bed all day doing contest entries for this radio station. I really wanna win these tickets.
My grandma came home from Colombia after like 5 months, she brought me piercings yay :D i could finally change my nose ring,belly and my cartilage piercing.
We went out to eat at this Chinese restaurant it was yummy :D
Then we called the Ford dealer and it closed at 8 how lame! so we went to hyundai and the douche bag really lived up to the fucked up car dealer, he tried to sell me anything but the car i wanted.. um sorry i’ve been working my ass off for a long time, i will not settle for anything less than i deserve, besides that i’m paying cash not credit.
So tomorrow before work ill go see the Ford fiesta and hopefully everything works out.
Also i just wanna personally thank you Caitlin, i know your probably the only person reading my blog and i appreciate that but thats not the reason i’m saying thank you. its actually a thank you for telling me to call the guy from best buy and encouraging me not to be afraid of being annoying, the guy called me back this morning and my 3rd interview is this friday, i’m looking forward to giving it my all.
Oh yeah i also talked to my guy friend today and we’ll probably meet for dinner on monday or tuesday, on the phone i told him that the way he said things made me mad yet i understood it was just him being concerned for me and that seemed to work just fine. I cant believe i put off this for so long, it was so simple but we’ll see what happens on monday; i’m not taking his friendship for granted.
The dude from police explorers called me last night, i think he has a crush on me or something but i’m not interested. He asked me why i didn’t show up to the meeting and i told him that i wasn’t taking my nose ring out for something thats voluntary, he said he was going to talk to the Cop and see if they can let that slide i guess. I’m not sure if i wanna go back, one of the main reasons i joined was doing PT there and being pushed. well they aren’t really doing PT and i need to focus on studying for whats really important the ASVAB not the dispatch codes, for all i know if i do become a cop it probably wont be in my city.
I still have no idea as to what job i wanna set my hopes on for the airforce but before i can think of possibilities i have to get myself together with this studying aghhh.



Xoxo Julieth

A melting pot of feelings.

I don’t know why i’ve been so emotionally unstable lately, i can go from being happy to being all sad and shit. It’s not like i’m bipolar or anything just the things around me have been easily getting to me.
I don’t even know where to start, every time i’m going to write i go blank! it’s quite upsetting if you ask me.
Me and my Bestfriend are doing amazing, we are trying to make an effort to talk to each other daily. I miss her, I miss talking to her and I miss how she knows me well enough to understand what i’m feeling without me having to speak. I know girls are a lot to deal with and they are full of shit but i have been lucky enough to find 2 girls who i consider worthy of my trust.
My bestfriends name is Giselle we have known each other for almost 7 years and have been bestfriends for about 6 and a half and i say this because at one point she didn’t like me (I gave her a pepper lolipop, it was from my mexican friend... Apparently it tasted really bad and well it wasn’t the best first impression) Anyway at one point we became inseparable and we’ve been that way since, we don’t talk on the phone as much as we used to in middle school but thats understandable, because we both have responsibilities now as adults. If she ever reads this she will kill me for quoting her on this “If i ever do that i might puke on your dick” <- i literally laughed out loud at this because she’s a virgin as well so we don’t have any experience on those things.
It’s official remember my other friend who got her car a couple of weeks ago? Well she finally said i’m her bestfriend which i’ve known for a while because we told each other everything, gave advice and most importantly we’ve been there for each other when either one is down; I guess thats what real friendship is about being there when your needed the most.
Today was my moms birthday so my siblings and i went to the store where i work at and bought her a card, some flowers and a cake. We turned off all the lights and light the candles, we surprised her. Geez my mom is getting so old :o 44 already time just fly’s by. I wish i could be rich so she could just stop working and devote her time to doing what she loves.
I was supposed to go look at cars today but the weather was crappy, it rained a looot. I took a wonderful nap though, i love sleeping in the rain!
Tomorrow is payday yes! i still haven’t been to the orthodontist this month :# i need to make my appointment -$105 money money money. Bills are crazy it seems like just yesterday i paid my orthodontist, car insurance (for my invisible car) and phone bill. now a new month is just around the corner and well its time to pay up again. I hate bills and i know they are only going to get much worse as i get older, no wonder adults get gray hairs and wrinkles.
I had an interview at best buy saturday, the guy said i seemed to be really good with costumer service and that he would recommend me to the GM, he also said he would call me that day to schedule the 3rd interview but he didn’t call? i don’t know if that means i didn’t get the job or something? I’m scared, i really want the job but i don’t wanna call and bother them. Ill call the guy on saturday and remind him he was supposed to call me, just in case he forgot.
I finally talked to mike yesterday after about a month, funny thing though; the night before he texted me i had deleted all his text messages and stuff because well he didn’t talk to me for a month, so i figured he was sick of me or something.
He thought it was me displaying lack of interest at first, but i had to reming him that it was him who had to tell me when it was convenient for me to fly out and see him. Sometimes i wonder if i’m making too much of an effort isn’t the guy supposed to be the one willing to do anything for the girl? Eh i don’t mind, i understand he’s in the military and he doesn’t really have control over what he does.
Oh yeah and guess what he’s getting deployed soon :x in may or maybe sooner, lovely! that is sarcasm by the way. It sucks to think i might never get so see him.



Xoxo Julieth.

FUCK THIS JOB!

I am so outraged i can’t believe this i’ve been working for this company for about 7 months now. I haven’t gotten a raise, i obviously work my ass off nothing less than 30 hours a week, no social life and i find out i am a part time worker, so i don’t get any benefits? not only that but i don’t get a raise! until i’ve been there for a year because i’m not “full time”
How in the hell am i going to get paid less than a cashier that is about to start, no way i will not stay quiet about this. The cashier i trained today is going to get paid $ 8.00 and hour and my friend whom i just helped score a job there is going to get $7.91. What the fuck! i make $7.73.
Ugh time to look for a new job or ask my other boss if theres the possibility to be hired “full time” with them, as in work enough parties to earn at least 250.00 a week.
I’m such an idiot! My lifeguard certification is going to expire this year and i never applied for a job... I’m depressed now.

xoxo Julieth

No Balls

This will probably be the shortest blog ill ever post.
I’m exhausted i worked 330 to 1115 and i gotta be back for a 7 to 330 shift tomorrow, my boss is really fucking with my sleeping patterns! how am i supposed to be all happy if i’m running on 7 maybe 6 hours of sleep.
I havent grown the balls to talk to my friend and i feel awful about it, whenever i see him liking stuff on Facebook i feel shitty. I don’t know why apologizing its so hard, well i don’t even know if its the apology part. Maybe its having to explain why i’ve been this way and blah blah that drives me away from doing it   -_-
Yeah yesterdays PT session at police explorers kicked my ass, i didn’t feel anything at the moment other than my arms hurting from all the pushups. Today when i woke up my whole body hurt in the i can barely walk because i’m so damn sore kind of way, muscles i didn’t even know existed are hurting and its not like i’m a couch potato, i workout on the treadmill 5 days a week. Whenever i’m on the treadmill my incline is 4 whether i’m running or walking. I had read that running outside is harder than running on the treadmill somewhere, but i didn’t know it would make me this sore! I’m seriously considering running outside at least once or twice a week, but the thing that really pushed me over the edge was that i was competing against a guy in the running, so i was pushing my hardest. I’m afraid running in the street wont be fun cause ill have no competition :?
I kinda feel like a failure because i haven’t been on the treadmill for 2 days now and i’m on week 6 of my workout, i don’t want to murder my body so maybe tomorrow ill let it rest as well, depending on how i feel when i wake up and after work. Ill just repeat week 6 work out next week, setting me back a week -__- good thing i don’t have a deadline.

Whatever i left out or whatever i can think of.

Before i posted this i was thinking to myself “man this might be a blog without pictures but then i looked down at my knee and found something picturable (not a word obviously) “ Agh i hate bruises they look so ugly! I probably got this today at police explorers, after the guy made us do so many pushups, my arms hurt as i held the steering wheel as i was driving home. I’ve never experience muscle failure like that or maybe my arms are terribly out of shape. I was so close to just walking off formation at police explorers today, because they were bitching about my nose ring, even though i had covered it with microporex. Well they don’t bitch about it at work, so why should they bitch about it at police explores? besides it ain’t like i’m getting paid or anything that’s just my time being volunteered. I had been thinking about leaving last week, but today they actually made us do PT and that was the main reason why i joined. I want someone pushing me to limits i didn’t think i could reach and they did today. So maybe ill come back next tuesday, ill make sure to ask before i show up if i HAVE to take the nose ring out, cause if i HAVE to ill just walk my little ass to the car and drive away never looking back, mhmm.

Oh yeah! a while ago, i meant to write about this girl who is in police explorers and the other day when they were randomly talking about rape, she told me she got raped when she was 12. My whole life i’ve been lucky enough to be sheltered from knowing these things actually happen to people, but now i’m  finding out; You never knowwho’s been through what and how they manage to still hold their head up high. Minutes before that i was judging the girl thinking she was a “freak” and i mean that in the sex freak kind of way, because she was talking to this other girl saying "i need to get me some” of course while this conversation was going on, i had to smile and pretend like i know what they are talking about; when in reality i’m a virgin, i don’t know shit about being a “freak” or craving sex, nor do i wanna find out with some random person and i most definitely don’t want to make my virginity a purity a public announcement, because you know how that goes “Awww your still a virgin that’s so cute” No its called being responsible, the best form of birth control is abstinence thank you very much! Anyways without getting off track here i was so shocked when the girl told me, i don’t know how to react to these kind of things, i didn’t know what to say. So i asked her if it was in Colombia, since thats where I’m from and thats where she’s from and thats not a rare thing to find out about over there. But i was even more shocked to find out it occurred here! the country where i begged my mom to move to after feeling unsafe at my own. She said that her friend (girl) took her to a party, drugged her and let 3 guys rape her, i couldn’t believe what i was hearing her “friend” set her up! The girl said that the next day she kicked the other girls ass but that doesn’t take away the fact that those guys not only rapped her but took her virginity away in the process. The saddest thing is this girl never told her mom... which in a way is good, because i cant imagine what a mom would feel like to find out her daughter was raped at that age or any age as a matter of fact; Yet i feel bad for the girl because she said she hasn’t gotten closure :/

Next, Today i worked 7 to 330 after working 330 to 1135 the previous night. There was a staff shortage and i had no lunch until about 5 when i got home, Im exhausted!

My friend Eli wrote me this on facebook chat
"i hope your doing okay

i think about how your doing everyday

jus thought i should let it out”

Damn i feel so bad an guilty right now for being such a bitch or acting this way, but he provoked it. Sigh i guess tomorrow i will apologize and tell him how i feel in the nicest way i can, he’s a good friend this shouldn’t be too difficult right?

Ps... i know where the bruise came from. I was fooling around on monday, because my coworker who’s like 4’ something was standing on a stool. So i tried to stand on it and me being 5’2 perhaps 3 i hit my knee on the service desk and i remember it hurting really bad! but i didn’t look ( i had to play it cool, i had a costumer)

Xoxo Julieth

The catch up...

I haven’t blogged in what seems life forever! i have sooo many things to talk about but i often get overwhelmed and for some reason i don’t post, so in this one post ill attempt to get everything thats happened out of the way. WARNING: (events will be in no particular order.)

 I met Miranda Cosgrove yesterday through this contest i won and now me and my friends are on the front page of my favorite radio station.

A while ago i won a guitar signed by Taylor Swift i never received the guitar apparently the front desk at the radio station made a mistake and gave it to the wrong person (bullshit someone stole it) So day i was at the radio station to meet Miranda i asked them for my guitar and my concert tickets (the concert tickets were a different contest, i got a phone call around november telling me i had won tickets to Taylor swifts concert, i didn’t know how because i didn’t remember entering a contest. The guy told me he would call me when the tickets were ready and he never called...) The lady in charge asked me if i had gone on the cruise.. “what cruise?” the Taylor Swift tickets were tickets to go on the first voyage of allure of the sea’s the biggest cruise ship as of now (Great i missed out on going to Atlantis and all that good stuff thank you whoever fucked me over again!) So the lady felt really bad and gave me 2 tickets to Taylor Swift this summer and 4 to Katy Perry which is awesome but i will NEVER get over missing out on that cruise :’( 

I went to the beach with my coworkers they are all black and it was HILARIOUS to hang out with them at the beach because they were so GHETTO and well people were definitely staring.

 

 

I know it’s a lot of pictures but don’t they say pictures say 1000 words or something like that :?

I’ve been working a lot it’s a bit overwhelming, most of the time when i’m off i just wanna be home doing nothing and this is obviously taking its toll on my friendships -_- or friendship i shall say actually its partly doing so eh you be the judge. My friend Eli recently pissed me off because he claims i never “hit him up”this is because he overwhelms me, he wants to hang out at least once a week! my god your not my boyfriend you don’t  have the right to demand ANYTHING! I’m sorry i’m too tired to do anything geez! he always tells me about his girlfriends "being on his dick” but he’s on mine. I haven’t replied to any of his texts or bbm’s, i haven’t answered phone calls either. He’s not making the situation any better. He says i’m his best friend blah blah blah its all bullcrap because he calls everyone his bestfriend! the word really has no meaning, so screw it i will talk to him when i’m ready to.

My dog is so cute and lazy!

The other day i was a clown at my job, it was my first time and i felt so weird :p

 

When i took the last picture i thought man if i was from those times in which they wore pants that high i would look darn good, those are man jeans by the way.

This is my friends brother taking a ketchup shot, pretty gross but oh so funny to watch.

I think that concludes my catch up blog.

Xoxo Julieth