Last night i must have gone to bed at like 9 because at 12 i woke up and had a hard time falling asleep. It sucked. On the bright side i had time to ponder on things and i randomly realized, I’m kinda being bullied at work and i just realized it. Im appalled at how long i’ve let this go on heres the story:
So there’s this girl that used to be in my english class in 11th grade, one day i had the misfortune of being put in a group with her and some other lazy bitches; since back in high school i was really picky about my grades and group projects (i always did all the work because no one can do a better job than yourself and i’m an extreme perfectionist on what i turn in) i worked all class long and about 10 mins before class ends these ignorant fucks have the nerve to demand to see my work to copy! (oh sure just cause your black and scary ill let you copy my work, lets take advantage of the “white girl”) I don’t know where i got the courage from to stand up for myself and say NO! when i tell you these bitches hated me from that day, its an understatement. Oh and the next day my 50 note cards for my research paper went missing from my teachers desk before he saw them FML (oh what a coincidence) I bet it was those girls who got rid of them. I cried my eyes out and the teacher gave me until the next day to turn them in. I stayed up until 3 am and cried some more, mostly because i was angry and i couldn’t prove or do anything about this “coincidence”
Anyways, even though my school is about 30 mins from where i live and 40 from where i work; I would be lucky enough to find out the girl who hated me worked there too (I didn’t work there at the time though) When i started working there she was friendly and stuff, i was relieved she had forgotten our fall out (I don’t need someone making my life miserable at work) but i wouldn’t mention all of this if there wasn’t a point. She’s a bully and i have just realized it, she’s always telling me what to do (No please or thank you) oh pick this up, go get this, go get that and she doesn’t just say it sometimes she kinda pushes me too. She’s a blue shirt and i remember when i was being trained to be a cashier, they told us that just because someone is a blue shirt it doesn’t give them the right to treat us unfairly. Well i am being treated like crap by this girl, i just recently acquired a blue shirt and through this realization i will make changes and stand up for myself once again, no matter what the consequences are bring it on! Everyone at work knows i’m the nicest person ever anyway so fuck it.
2 days ago this costumer made me so mad i had to take several deep breaths, because i could feel my face getting red.
This little dumb ass who works for the same company as me, but doesn’t work at my store, comes to it to cash her check; she had like 5 checks and she was taking her sweet ass signing them. So i take the other persons lotto, while she signs and take care of 2 people then she starts bitching about how i skipped her and the lady was complaining and i took care of her. So i said YOUR COMPLAINING AND IM TAKING CARE OF YOU! then she goes on about how i’m racist cause she’s black and i took the white costumer blah blah SO IGNORANT even another costumer who came after she left said so, she was like she’s so pathetic (that made me feel a little bit better).
Today my day went just like every other day goes at work...Other than the fact my supervisor said that the store manager said i looked dead and that i was going too slow (no shit i’m training and well morning shifts tend to make you rise from the dead) i guess ill try to speed it up and look more alive -_- Damn but i’m just not the outgoing type really, only sometimes and its very rare.
I haven’t talked to Mike in a while, i texted him the other day and he didn’t reply... Fuck it i wont text him first EVER again, i hate hoping for a text back so whatever happens shall happen. If he misses me he’ll make and effort to text me, because no matter when i see the texts he sends me, even if its the next day ill still reply and well thats clearly not the case with him. geez its 12 no wonder i feel so tired!
Ps.. my new camera is supposed to arrive tomorrow YAY! and its payday double score!
Xoxo Julieth
I know how it feels to be taken advantage of like that, at work AND at school. It's some bullshit. With the people at work, I don't ever say anything, mainly because I dont know how to stand up to my night shift manager and tell her that she's taking complete advantage of me AND the other people at work. At school, I had the usual losers who wanted to copy my papers. The people who used to tease me all the time and spread rumors about me always pulled that shit. Saying no is a wonderful idea. One day, I actually let a girl borrow my notes (they had the answers to another homework assignment on them, but the girl I let borrow I know had already finished her homework, so I didn't mind letting her borrow my notes), and this other girl who constantly asks for my papers just reached over and grabbed them off the desk. Got an A on her homework.... and it was for advanced chemistry. Didn't see it again, and I ended up having to make up the assignment and doing it all over again, only to have points taken off my paper cuz it was "late".
ReplyDeletePeople are some bitches. For sure.