Anyway the best radio station ever 97.9 WRMF has been giving away tickets for the past 4 days, on the 1st day it was 4th row, 2nd 3rd row and 3rd 2nd row. I woke up at 612 am on the 2nd day and attempted to win, but i had to work that day and the winners picture was AMAZING! (you gotta get the most likes on your picture by 10 am in order to win) fine whatever ill try again tomorrow and ill make sure i wake up earlier...There i was thursday december 15 up at 5 am when i went to bed at 2am, there was no way i was going to lose this time and i was going to do whatever it took.
Oh first of all this damn contest didn’t start until 7 am (the day before it started at 530ish so i figured it would be the same, not too happy about being up 2 hours earlier)
I got this genius idea of going on stickam (some sort of webcam site, i had the account from when i was like 15) and so i tried to go on the different chat rooms and ask people to please like my picture, that shit did not work! Then i went “LIVE” which means i go on cam and whoever wants to join my chat room can, i said i would do ANYTHING if i won this contest... Well actually i kinda said i would Flash people (which i’ve never done) I guess posting a link so much is against the rules, so i got banned from the site (stickam) the guys started commenting on the radio stations Facebook (on my contest entry picture) saying thats not her! unlike the picture! she lied!
Like an hour into the contest my friend tells me dude it says Okcupid on your picture... Fuck my life i cant delete it now? i already have like 50 likes... He’s like oh nobody will notice... sure enough this ugly mother fucking little punk looking bitch comments saying “the picture is from okcupid lol ” Oh thanks asshole you had the need to point that out? and there you have itThe ugly bitch with the glasses is well you know...
The blackguy is the idiot who said i would do those things, which is ridiculously stupid because well my “bra” was my victoria secret bathing suit top and anyone with a brain knows most of their swim wear looks like a bra. Show my arse? by which he meant ass, yeah i gave a side view of my ass i’m my pajamas (oh i’m quite the pornstar or whore now, so start giving up the ca$h) Doing illegal things now Danielle, you stupid sore loser! She wasn’t even close to winning. My biggest competition was the picture of the guy playing the guitar, not your ugly ass and your cute dog honey and guess what bitch ill be sitting on 2nd row watching Coldplay do their thing ;)
Ugh theres the picture with the stupid okcupid logo.
I checked my blogger and a shitload of people had googled me, like 70 new views on my blog. Somebody had actually searched Julieth (insert last name here) okcupid.
Thats when i lost it i figured out a way to make my blogger private, disabled my facebook and now here i am suffering from withdrawal. Im so embarrassed about the okcupid thing its not even funny :/
Why do people have to make such a big deal out of online dating, shit some of us are just not social or good at meeting people in person is that a crime? The whole stickam thing is pretty embarrassing too everyone probably thinks i’m a whore now -_- a whore who’s never sucked a dick and has had one sexual partner 1 time! oh yeah i’m quite the slut now.
So im thinking ill keep my Facebook disabled until the new year and then clean up my friends list, i have 800 and something friends and only 50 of them liked my picture that fucking says something. Some people are USELESS. Ill try to use my free time wisely like for example study for the asvab, dammit a good score isn’t going to magically fall into my hands.
Im going to make my blog public again because you know what I FUCKING HAVE AN ONLINE DATING PROFILE SO WHAT? THAT MAKES ME A LOSER, LONER AND LAME. I no longer care whether people know this or not, i’ve made some awesome friends on that site and i have no regrets about that.
No for some crazy shit today or technically yesterday.
I took care of this old lady, she looked 80 something. She was telling me she worked at walmart and that her husband was at the hospital. So i figured aw she works to keep busy and i definitely didn’t think anything major was wrong with her husband. Out of nowhere she says something along the lines of "i don’t wanna be negative but if he doesn’t make it am i going to be stuck with a 2 year contract?” i said no as long as your within the 30 days, then i said i hope he makes it! she then tells me "i hope so too because i dont know how ill be able to live without him” So i asked whats wrong with him? “he has leukemia and he’s had chemo 7 times now” i’m staring into her eyes they are getting all watery and i’m like your going to make me cry! Sure enough no matter how hard i tried to contain myself, the tears just poured out like waterfalls. I had no control over my emotions and my speech was blurred. I couldn’t wait to be done with her activation because i couldn’t stop crying and my voice kept breaking, i just wanted the sad though to go away. I went to the bathroom after i was done and washed my face, drank some water; yet when i got back to my department, i was shivering, my heart was beating really fast and my speech wasn’t fully recovered. I couldn’t believe i had actually broken down like that, but hey i have feelings...
Xoxo Julieth
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