The best thing i never had

I usually put the song that describes my mood at the end of my blog but this song is what inspired me to write... sorta at least.
I love music! it makes me feel like i’m not alone in this, like someone out there is or has felt what i’m feeling.
Lets see. Today i drove by Mikes house and his truck wasn’t there anymore it makes it more real to me, he is actually gone and he didn’t say goodbye. Oddly enough this song came on as i was passing by... id say i’m holding up pretty well, i haven’t shed a tear since my last blog where i was bawling, so over a week id say.
I can still remember his face very vividly but its slowly fading away, the one time when i wish i could forget easily.
Im so curious as to why he left without saying goodbye? i hope i can catch him on Skype eventually and have the chance to ask.
ill be heading to Ny in a week, i’m excited maybe this trip will take my mind off things.