Allowing the mind to be free and unoccupied is the worst thing for me, i should use my free time to study for the asvab or something; but yet there i was haphazardly thinking and blaming myself for things that are not within my jurisdiction to change. Lets move onto a blog now shall we...
I calculated my debt and how much i owe my family for my car and its a big whooping $9681.12 at this rate it will take me forever to pay them back! grr If this is what being in debt with my family, who isn’t asking me to pay them back yet or demanding payments feels like, i don’t want to know what real debt feels like! As a matter of fact as soon as i pay them back ill start saving up for a house, i know i’m only 18 (19 in 11 days -_-) but i rather be prepared for the future whenever that decides to happen.
I need to talk about my easter because it was something different no doubt, i spent it with my “Ghetto” friends. At first i was skeptical to go over my ex coworkers house i didn’t wanna feel awkward, but then i said screw it i rather not stay home doing absolutely nothing. So i went and i was the only white person, go figure but i get along with black people really well so that wasn’t a problem. Thank goodness for my cooking class and my all black table who taught me how to get along with my hood friends. I had some delicious jamaican food and saw soooooo many ghetto dances its not even funny, i was in awe, my mouth literally was wide open at the sight. I was a little bit jealous because i wished i could move like that, yeah it was pretty hilarious; Until they decided they were going to teach me, right there in front of everybody and they pulled me into the “dance floor” (I forgot how to dance, I’ve forgotten for a long time and it takes me a copious amount of time to be comfortable enough to let my childhood skills kick in) They were holding my waist and trying to move me, so i thought to myself what the hell! i wont feel accomplished unless i dance and so i did and they went crazy! just look at my coworkers face (the one in red, Heyyyyy i didn’t know white girl had it in her! Then there was the stripper pole, That was my first time on one of those ever! i was cracking up, boy do strippers make that stuff look easy! i was struggling to stay up as you can see from the looks of my face.Then there was the video and my attempt at recreating something i saw at the strip club. Let me just say the next day my arms were extremely sore, as if i had done 100 pushups or something; What a good workout, no wonder strippers have such amazing bodies, no future in the industry for me LOL and im okay with that i wanna be a G.I Jane type of girl anyway, strong and independent. YEAH!
I am so glad i didn’t stay home that night i had an awesome time with my friends, for some reason it made me think about the military and how whenever i decide to join i will be leaving everything behind for a little while; scary thought but i want it more than anything i’ve ever wanted other than wanting to be an actress but this is more realistic.
I wrote a lot more after this but i accidentally pasted something on top of it and it got deleted, so ill take that as a sign. I’ll rewrite it and post it tomorrow or eventually.
Xoxo Julieth
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