The first step in seeking recovery is admitting you have a problem and i have a problem with frozen yogurt from my job at PinkBerry. That stuff is so delicious, i wanna eat it all the time!
I’m not too crazy about being snow white man that wig was itchy and it made me look hideous! Id rather be Belle and don’t even get me started on what wearing make up did to my face that day ugh i look like a monster :( but i gotta make my $$ regardless.
The party was so pretty! They had dresses for the girls, crowns, jewelry shiet. This girl was turning like 3 and they had soooooo many things there, probably cost over 10,000 easily.
On Bestbuy news. There’s 2 full time positions opening up in my department and my sales leads encouraged me to apply because they obviously like me and i’m a good worker duh! I hope i can score one of those, if not i still have my 2 other jobs to fall back on so theres nothing to lose. In april i hit a year of working for Bestbuy its crazy how time goes by so quickly.
Pinkberry i know i’ve only been with you guys for like 2 weeks but damn i want a raise already haha.
A mandated court date to be a witness for a dude that i don’t even know? Cool now thats a day of money making i wont get back -_-
That same day i find out that my 8 years of avoiding the doctor are over. In order to push some paper work through, i need immunizations and physical tests. That means 8 years worth of shots? I’m terrified.
Now onto the cute pictures i took for Mr. Deployed because he’s a patriots fan :) i’m so thoughtful and cute in pigtails. My hair is ridiculously long and i absolutely love it!
Awesome Butt sweatpants? damn right! i thought it was funny it said that on the tag, my butt does look awesome but its not all thanks to the sweatpants... I got it from my momma :P
On my way to work on thursday, 61 degrees. Are you kidding this is South Florida! not the north pole. I’ve never used the heater in my car, so saying i pressed every button is an under statement. The air was coming out cold and i was dying! maybe because i had recently turned the car on... after that it was warm and toasty yum yum yum :) around 80 degrees is my favorite type of weather.
I was trying to sell my little sister my vs pink cheetah bra for 20 when i paid almost 40 for it but since she’s significantly larger than me (and i don’t mean in the boobwise) The bra was really tight on her, so i gave her all my older bra’s. I’m an A cup so i typically wear push ups and my mom goes “ what does an 11 year old need a bra for? i didn’t have any boobs when i was 11! ” Then my sister goes "mom thats you! i don’t care about you, I need bra’s to feel womanly!” I almost died laughing womanly? at 11 oh god poor mom when this girl is actually is a teenager, luckily if all goes as planned ill be out of the house then.
Sleep deprived my mom wakes me up at 1130 am and takes me to get my Colombian ID (a requirement to get into the country for me when i go visit) That would be me without make up on...
Then theres me with make up on. Make up does miracles no lie.
Then theres me in 1999, that was my ID. Pictures tell stories and that hair cut was thanks to my genius idea of giving myself a haircut, while my mom was in another room. You see my grandma had a hair salon and i just happened to stumble upon the scissors, so i cut my hair. I didn’t cut it that short though, that was after my grandma finally managed to even it out.
I was 7 years old, yet i still remember what my punishment was going to be. When i got caught my mom went crazy! she grabbed that thing that gives boys buzz cuts and chased after me with it turned on and ready to make me bald! i still remember hiding behind my grandma’s legs. Oh yeah and thats probably what i would look like if i chose to go navy. Scary! I look terrible like Christopher Colombus which was what my family used to joke -_-
This is the picture i’m going to have on my new ID the one i get to keep for life, as in even if i’m 80 that will be my picture! It’s crazy, i wonder why we dont change ID’s as often as americans do. Oh well, forever young.
The guy giving it to me was like what are you here for? Uh my ID? Oh really i thought you were 14?
Mhm thanks your not the first one, nor will you be the last. Once again forever young.
Eating fried fish like a boss! My eyes are bigger than my stomach, i ended up eating only one fish.
Thats the go army shirt i got at the nascar races, it has cool little airborne soldiers jumping out.
Saving the best for last the treat to myself, yummy frozen yogurt. Theres another store opening tomorrow so after work ill be there to claim my free cup of froyo :D muahaha! Monday ill start a diet high in protein and start my bootleg p90x that i got from BestBuy “get ripped in 90 days! as seen on TV” Im still trying to figure out how ill be able to eat broccoli, asparagus and those green beans without dipping them in a shitload of garlic butter but ill take the days as they come and ofcourse i’m hoping to see results within a month. Since i’m already thin, i only put on oh i don’t know 10 pounds 122 the highest i’ve ever been. If i ever hit 130 i think i will cry, unless i have muscles of steel.
I thought i had nothing to blog about but then i remembered, silly me.
Yesterday i came home from work and i had 1000000 bags in my hands, i was holding the keys and when i tried to throw one of the trash bags away... well you know, my keys fell in the trash can just like i thought they would but was too lazy to put them down -_- (lesson learned)
I applied to like 4 jobs 2 days ago because i just spent like 800 bucks on an iphone 4S (call me crazy, but my phone bill is only 28 dollars a month because of my job and so thats the cheapest plan ANYONE will ever get on an iphone so i am definitely taking advantage) ahem Thank you Verizon! Besides i’ve wanted one of these “cool mainstream” devices for years, i deserve it.
On an upsetting note because of the type of phone account i have, i have to wait until tomorrow morning to get my phone activated. Do you know what it feels like to have a new phone and not be able to use it immediately? Its quite painful... On that note boo Verizon (still love you though ;)
So here it is all white, with a lovely pink commuter case from otter box, a screen protector from zagg and covered against any physical damage with no deductible courtesy of Best Buy mobile (i don’t mean it was free)
I applied to Hollister, blah blah blah, the interview is on tuesday. After the interview i had a couple of days at ross, in which i wasn’t scared whatsoever; i feel like i can take on the world. so bring it Hollister group interview.
Now onto the real point of this blog.
I dont know about anybody else but i read yahoo news everyday, its become part of my routine. They have some pretty interesting articles on there and todays article was about "Dating advice for shy singles” As i begin to read this i’m like holy shit its official I AM shy, its like they are describing me to the T.
"Shy people often unintentionally come across as cold and aloof all due to the simple fact that their body language is transmitting “keep away” signals.“ Oh hey! that’s me... I’ve been told i look like i am a cold person, mean and "i think i’m better than youish” (which i don’t, in most cases at least) "Shy people are generally more confident when they’re in their comfort zone, so when you go out, it’s a good idea to bring along a few close friends for support. “ yup yup its like i feed off my friends confidence, i have no difficulty talking to someone when i have a friend next to me, shyness banishes! And i run out of things to say so ill just go to bed. Oh last song playing before i finished this blog; bellow
I wish i could think of what i wanna write and it will just write itself that way i don’t forget things *sigh here we go.
I should start by expressing how much i HATE guys like what makes it okay for them not to feel absolutely anything when playing with someones feelings?
I was really looking forward to meeting this guy i met on okcupid. He messaged me first we texted for like a week, established we were both not some 40 year old rapist, he put smileys on almost every text AND he texted me the day before asking if we were still on for friday (which i said we were).
Friday rolls around its 830 pm and no text, so i text him and he says he’s tipsy (well isn’t that lovely, its not like i’ve waited around all day) oh meet me here, knowing guys lame ass excuse potential, i ask if he has battery so i avoid the "oh my phone died i am so so sorry” 15% (uh how about no, its a 30 min drive) then he’s like "oh just meet me tomorrow when i’m sober” are you sure you wont do the same as today ? -_- i’m sorry! (yeah its okay, because i really wanna meet you and theres nothing else i can say)
Saturday, fucking depressing i was on the couch all day glued to my phone (yes i know how pathetic of me) never got a text, so at like 12 am its official i have been ditched or whatever this is supposed to be, so delete all the texts and his number (just another picture to burn, but fuck you hurt my feelings :'[ )
Seriously though if i was him id feel so shitty (its like a mini mild heartbreak) but i bet he doesn’t give a damn (seems about right considering he’s a guy)
Needless to say i’m never going to find a guy who i like and he likes me, because i’m just so damn picky and love cursed.
On the other hand my coworker is so set on hooking me up with her husbands brother (aw man he’s not my type, how do i get out of this?! She’s dragging me to laser quest next sunday because i have to go on a “DATE” not looking forward to this.)
A while back i think i blogged about the white guy who talked to me when i was being interviewed to work at bestbuy, he’s back at the store (i don’t know where he went for like 4 months lol)
I think he was interested in me, he texted me a lot and wanted to talk on the phone (geez i cant remember the last time a guy wanted to spend hours on the phone) we talked on the phone for like 2 hours one night and then somewhere in the convo i thought it would be funny to, you know mind fuck him like he did when he told me his mom was south african. So i told him i had a 3 month old baby named Laquan, who’s father is Pierre Louis a haitian/ african, who’s father passed away and we named our baby after; oh and because the story wouldn’t be complete without having the baby daddy on child support. (yeah he didn’t text me again) i need to remember to tell him this was all a lie before it happens to spread around the store, not that it would make any sense because i’m a stick and my body hasn’t changed since i started working there but just a precaution.
Oh and i forgot to mention on sunday i got the loveliest pimple in between my eyes (you know a 3rd eye) sunday,monday, tuesday i touched it and made it worse. Tuesday i put on this purple medicine my mom used to put on cows and horses in Colombia to help their wounds heal faster. Wednesday i had a scab and realized the crap does NOT wash off and my scab was permanently dyed purple (damn and i “had" plans for friday)
Friday i got called into work and refused to show up at work with my third eye, so i painfully ripped it off, the scab that is. I now have a huge circle scar FML but at least i didn’t have a third eye on friday and that was all that mattered then. I wish i had rocked the third eye now, but its too late boo. oh well i guess hopefully the scar will go away quickly.
I don’t know how to flip the picture so enjoy the upside down picture (red lip gloss looks terrible on me)
I just came home from Chillis dinner on my manager (hell yeah) with all my coworkers, Damn today was the day for compliments (well sorta) my coworkers seem to be fond of me, i guess i can be funny from time to time and well ya know i keep it real.
Really though i wish i was more social, i think guys intimidate me more than i think (if that makes sense) i am such a quiet person borderline antisocial(i don’t hate people or anything maybe i’m just shy). I really don’t know what to do about that i guess i’m just an introvert.
The first step in seeking recovery is admitting you have a problem and i have a problem with frozen yogurt from my job at PinkBerry. That stuff is so delicious, i wanna eat it all the time!
