I’ve fallen in love...

With a song obviously


It kinda sucks nothing interesting has happened to me lately, other than meeting Travie from gym class heroes at work obviously. Dude smelled like smoke but he was really nice, nice enough to take a picture with me and another kid at least.

  Completed the NASCAR event without a glitch; Tried on some army gear and damn i have respect for all the guys who wear this on a daily basis shits heavy as fuck. Wrote a letter to a deployed soldier, its incredible how the little things can make a difference in peoples lifes.Worked at a glamour party doing little girls make up and nails; talk about a dream come true. I always wanted my real life dolls and i love being looked up to how can you not love me in this dress.Im like a little girl, in a little girls body with a big girls age (19) yeah i’m getting pretty damn old! Feather hair extensions, sparkly pink dresses, long princess hair, sparkly make up and cheetah sparkly nails (yup i love sparkles, if you couldn’t already tell.) I clearly don’t want to grow up, i do work like a slave sorta so that makes me kinda grown up right?

 

I saw a dude from my online dating profile (http://www.okcupid.com/profile)in person without meaning to. He was at the gaming department as i was trading in my brothers xbox. Poor guy was so puzzled or at least he looked puzzled. Kept tilting his head and staring hard, with the "i know you but i’m not quite sure look” if he knew who i was he was probably thinking this bitch never messaged me back. Now he was the stereotype of someone with an online dating profile, awkward as hell! like i’m awkwardish but this boy took it to a whole new level.
Oh and how could i forget to talk about my black friday nightmare. Finding a parking spot at work was nearly impossible, there was a huge line of people waiting to get in and  all around the store was crowded. $199.99 Tv is kind of a big deal!
I didn’t sleep for more than 24 hours, i went into work at 1 am  and was supposed to leave at 1 pm the next day. My feet were killing me by 10 am i was about to start crying from how much pain i was in.
Tried to play MW3 that game is really hard how do boys and gamer girls do it? Some asshole said i should go back to the kitchen... whats up with guys and the kitchen really? This other guy stood up for me and everyone assumed he was my boyfriend, i just listened because guys are kinda funny when they argue; “dude i’m gonna kick your ass... i’m bigger than you...no your not pussy... look me up on facebook..i wish you would come here”

Xoxo Julieth

Well that lasted more than kim kardashians marriage... or not :/

Either i am over reacting or i’m pretty much romance cursed.

I look forward to today(saturday) ALL FUCKING WEEK! because i was supposed to go out with "Mr. Enchanted", i confirmed with him the night before and set a time to pick him up (3 pm). Woke up at 9, cleaned the shit out of my car like spotless clean; came into the house to find out he texted me saying he “got called into work” i put a sad face and he didn’t text back. So at around 4 i texted him asking him if he was off yet... "Oh i get off at 6 p.m tomorrow” (split that into 3 to 4 texts because all he textes me are one word answers) Reschedule? his answer was “possibly” what do you mean? “idk possibly” ok... 

Waited until my Bestfriend came over and read the texting history between us and deleted it, along with his number (because thats what angry me does).

I also feel really guilty about the other guy, his friend whom i was supposed to meet in the first place. The tough front is obviously not working out...

I texted his friend, despite blowing off meeting me or getting cold feet whatever it was. He actually textes me or did until i asked him to call me so i could talk to him about something important ( i was about to confess hooking up with his friend) but he didn’t reply or call so that goes to shit.

I also was texting the wrong guy yesterday who happened to have the same name as "Mr enchanted" on my phone (i didn’t pay attention to the last name) made a date with him kinda, because i thought he was somebody else and fucked shit up with him, he asked me to delete his number off my phone. 

So thats me FUCKING SHIT UP left and right!
So who’s next?

Ill just go cry myself to sleep no biggie, thats all i wanna do right now... I haven’t cried since i lost my virginity so i’m due for a good cry.