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Obsessed is just a word the lazy use to describe the dedicated." -Anonymous

Man i love that quote it fits me perfectly, well sorta at least. 

Yesterday i spent my whole day off reading this blog "http://wannabesoldier83.blogspot.com“ It’s crazy once i find these blogs i spend hours reading them, time just seems to fly. The point is that girls story was really inspirational i envy her determination and physical drive to get in shape; So after reading her whole blog, I’m trying to push myself hard when i’m working out. Grr its just so boring to have no competition, I’m one hell of a competitor, I love the trill of being first, working my butt off to catch up if I’m falling behind and who doesn’t love winning after putting up a good fight!

So one of the things i got from the girls blog was to set goals and post them, so i feel more accountable to deliver results or whatever. 

These are pictures taken January 24th 2011 ( I look miserable i know, hopefully no one i know comes upon these :p )

This is me today as in February 8th 2011 (The pictures are a bit blurry, my 11 year old brother + my blackberry camera = not the best pictures)

Today i went to pick up my paycheck at work and saw the schedule for this week then next to my name there was an L.L highlighted in blue, It turns out it means Lovers Lane, which ultimately means i have to dress up valentine ISHH looking on saturday and on monday (valentines day!) I cant wait! i wanna be all pretty and such red shirt, red bow on my head and maybe just maybe ill give the red lipgloss a try (highly doubtful though, i think i look super weird with it on) My goal for those two days is to actually smile and not let people get to my (sigh, we’ll see how that goes).

I also went to the police explorers thing, i got there and i felt so intimidated. I recognized this girl that went to my high school so i waived at her and they got smoked by the cop, i felt so bad!

They took us to a classroom and they talked police code and all that, i was lost of course being my first day -_- after all that classroom. They made me introduce myself in front of the class (dammit i really hate public speaking, i turned bright red and answered the questions as quick and vaguely, but this one girl just kept on asking more and more. After about an hour, the guy (cop) goes okay lets go do PT. So i go to the car and change into shorts, then this one cop says HEY! did you just change in the car? me: yeah?

then he commands this explorer to talk to me. So the explorer goes "I’m going to pretend I’m talking to you blah blah" and i innocently ask "i wasn’t supposed to do that?" then he tells me "no its unprofessional" LOVELY!

Then the cop tells us "oh we aren’t doing PT today, i was just testing if you guys had your clothing” boy was i pissed, i didn’t work out earlier because i thought id work out there. So i had to work out at home BORING! but hey you gotta do what you gotta do.

Anyway off to bed, gotta be up at 6 and work 7 to 4 -_- Oh joy!

This time I’m leaving for real, A little video of me running. It made me laugh while i was recording it and watching it, so i thought id share.

xoxo Julieth.