Before watching Julie and Julia I watched Precious. I love movies with “happy endings” but that’s not the reason why i chose to blog about it, quite frankly this movie made me feel shitty in the "I’ve been an ungrateful little brat and i haven’t been putting myself in other peoples shoes”
Every time i come home complaining about a person who ruined my day at work, mother oh so wise always tells me "you don’t know what other peoples lives are like” She’s right I’ve had an amazing life. I’ve been fortunate enough to be given a mother who puts her kids in front of everything, she has always worked so hard to give us everything we need and some things we want. (No need to get off track here though, ill tell you about how amazing my mom is on a mothers day blog or something fully devoted to her) Anyway Precious had a tough life and it made me realize that I’ve been judging people very harshly. Sorry to say but every time i get someone coming through my line with food stamps; I think that person is just munching off the government and being lazy! which is true a certain percentage of the time, but i’m wrong there is people out there who legitimately need help and i shouldn’t generalize people like that. From now on i will try my hardest to have no thoughts on the food stamp matter while i’m dealing with people, keep my cool and know that not everyone is honest nor can everybody afford to pay for their food.
How could i forget my favorite part of the movie was when Precious said this quote "The other day, I cried. But you know what? Fuck that day. That's why God, or whoever, makes other days.” Yup i thought i wouldn’t forget this quote since i liked it so much, but then i found myself googling it before posting (shame on me!) I wanted to listen to some Ashlee Simpson, but her music sounded good in my head not when i actually listened to one of her songs on youtube dammit -__- So Aly and Aj it is. I need to get my lazy butt and go get my workout and shower.
About yesterday, uhh it was a long day work 8 to 4. Payday so i had to go to the bank and deposit then it was police explorer time, met some kids that weren’t there at the last explorer meeting. Met another cop he asked me a bunch of questions then warned about my street (no kidding 8 burglaries within a couple of months) He said it was just a bunch of teens (WTF!?) I have to hide all my shit (actually just my laptop) before i leave the house cause i’m scared someone will break in and take it. Now i find myself still being paranoid every time i hear my dog bark, i cant wait until we get this alarm system installed. I really don’t like giving out personal information i’m so paranoid now a days, the cop asked me about my mom and what she did i lied, i don’t need to be telling people my family’s business. He did ask if she was single and i said yes, then he asked if she was hot? uh idk i don’t like judging people, beauty is in the eye of the beholder, so don’t ask me! He said he was kidding in the end (Yeah right there’s truth behind 99% of the just kiddings at least a lil bit of truth) I have been thinking about hooking her up with him, I wanna see my mom happy. She’s been heartbroken for like a year now, ugh it pains me to see her sad. Like for some odd reason i feel like teens are the only ones who experience this breakup depression, expectations and hopes kind of crap but noooo adults are just like teens, they just look older and have a LOT more responsibilities to take are of. Really all i want is everybody to be happy is that too much to ask :/ ? (Don’t answer that!)
Update :
This kid from police explorers textes me and asks “so whats your boyfriend like?”
Then i reply “Oh he’s amazing,sweet,good looking, physically fit, honest and all of that good stuff a girl asks for. Oh and most importantly he doesn’t exist lol”
Yeah gotta love clever responses. Until you have to explain why you don’t have a boyfriend, as if it was a shocker: then its just plain sad.
Update #2:
If only Mike knew how much his texts make me smile, like really they make my day!
...Just tell me anything babe. I miss you, most of all. Aw you really know how to put a smile on my face. I hate allowing myself to feel this way, I’m going to end up getting hurt eventually. I really shouldn’t be so negative but its the truth.
Xoxo Julieth
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