Blue, Blues. I just realized i talked about 2 blues on this blog.

You know how after a nap your supposed to feel AMAZING? Ugh that's not the case with me. I've slept for like 4 hours and now I feel crappy. Then I come to the realization that tomorrow is valentines day and i most likely have the blue’s.
Even though my opportunity to join the military is far away, I thought i’d start training way ahead, so when the time does come i am more than ready!
Tomorrow ill start the workout on this site
"http://www.military.com/military-fitness/air-force-basic-training/air-force-pre-boot-camp-workout”
I wanna cross into the blue if you didn’t already figure that one out.
I ran my mile in 9 mins and 30 secs, i know its a terrible time! i used to be able to run it in 7 mins and 50 secs. Im hoping this workout plan will get me back to that time and perhaps shed time off my mile, but ultimately its up to me and how hard i push myself.
Maybe i should watch what i eat, that could be helpful. Honestly i cant really stick to a diet, in the end i usually say fuckit, i’m skinny i don’t need it (which is true) But i eat a LOT of junk food.

I saw this card at a shop and i thought it was interesting, so i took a picture of it to share.
Then i was listening to this amazing song and on the comments i found the following quote or whatever i can be called.

"The Script taught me how to move on.

Greenday taught me that government's gonna fail someday.

Bruno Mars taught me to do anything for that one person I love

Eminem taught me that life is hard but you can make it through

Travis taught me to be generous

Taylor Swift taught me not every guy is going to treat me right

30 Seconds to Mars taught me to speak whats on my mind

Michael Jackson taught me to always love the people around me

Music taught me to live”

It’s kinda amazing how people come up with these clever ways of putting things together.                       I could go on my valentines day rant today but i figured id wait until tomorrow, after all it will be valentines day tomorrow. Then i can pour all my little expectations and reasons why im the one who blew it, Yeah that sounds about right.


Oh and this is pretty cute too.




Geez i’ve edited this blog about 4 times now after posting it.
I just got a text message from “M” (that’s what ill refer to him as tomorrow, when i explain the situation or situations) Text messages from him make me really happy, no matter what they say. (it sucks because i don’t want to get hurt, yet i love the feeling of happy)




Xoxo Julieth