Oh won't you walk through, And bust in the door, And take me away..Oh no more mistakes.. Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay..

"Cause these words are my diary screamin' out aloud 
And I know that you'll use them however you want to”

I should really be sleeping because i have to be up for work at 6 am yet i have to make sure i’m ready for my 2 pm full time interview. I’m so scared and anxious! I want this but if i don’t get it the world isn’t going to end... luckily i have 2 other jobs to fall back on :D 

I officially owe my mom 2500 :D sooooooo close to paying this car off i can almost taste the sweetness of being debt free! Technically i could pay that but who wants a bank account with a couple of hundreds? not me, it makes me feel limited.

On other news my mom bought my siblings and I macbook pro’s with 3 year warranties! I feel kinda bad she spent so much money on me, when i have money to buy it myself (not that i was going to because my macbook is perfectly fine) but ill find a way to repay her. 

Princess Belle my favorite princess to be EVER! My favorite job to do! I love how my big dress sways back and forth, how girly i feel and imagining i’m a princess at a ball, waiting for prince charming to sweep me off my feet <3 I am such a girl! 

Dear you, I don’t hate you and its the opposite feeling...

I dont expect you to come back on here to read more and if you do these are the things i was afraid to say, because i don’t want to freak you out or push you away...

We have been friends all along so that isn’t an issue for me... what worries me is what is going to happen in the future? we can stay friends for a little while then what? What if i fall even deeper into this and end up being the one with a broken heart? I’m scared that’s all.

Xoxo Julieth