Well that lasted more than kim kardashians marriage... or not :/

Either i am over reacting or i’m pretty much romance cursed.

I look forward to today(saturday) ALL FUCKING WEEK! because i was supposed to go out with "Mr. Enchanted", i confirmed with him the night before and set a time to pick him up (3 pm). Woke up at 9, cleaned the shit out of my car like spotless clean; came into the house to find out he texted me saying he “got called into work” i put a sad face and he didn’t text back. So at around 4 i texted him asking him if he was off yet... "Oh i get off at 6 p.m tomorrow” (split that into 3 to 4 texts because all he textes me are one word answers) Reschedule? his answer was “possibly” what do you mean? “idk possibly” ok... 

Waited until my Bestfriend came over and read the texting history between us and deleted it, along with his number (because thats what angry me does).

I also feel really guilty about the other guy, his friend whom i was supposed to meet in the first place. The tough front is obviously not working out...

I texted his friend, despite blowing off meeting me or getting cold feet whatever it was. He actually textes me or did until i asked him to call me so i could talk to him about something important ( i was about to confess hooking up with his friend) but he didn’t reply or call so that goes to shit.

I also was texting the wrong guy yesterday who happened to have the same name as "Mr enchanted" on my phone (i didn’t pay attention to the last name) made a date with him kinda, because i thought he was somebody else and fucked shit up with him, he asked me to delete his number off my phone. 

So thats me FUCKING SHIT UP left and right!
So who’s next?

Ill just go cry myself to sleep no biggie, thats all i wanna do right now... I haven’t cried since i lost my virginity so i’m due for a good cry.

I was enchanted to meet you

Im jamming to my “rock” while i write this when i should be all Taylor swifty because of last night.
Bahaha life has a funny way of working. It’s like you never know whats going to happen or why things happen until they start making sense.
On the 16th i blogged about this dude who blew our “meeting” off and hurt my feelings doing so (because who the fuck wants to waste a weekend waiting around for someone, only i would actually waste it)
I didn’t mention it was supposed to be him and his friend and me and my bff kinda like a double date thing but it wasn’t a date (not that i know)
On sunday night i went over my bffs and she asked about my profile and why i had disabled it. So i told her because of the last guy and she’s like "lets go on i’m bored" So i enabled it and well i kinda wanted to find the asshole and message him. I was like oh way to blow me off and never text me again, something along those lines; Then his friend who was supposed to go with him that night messaged me saying "oh your the girl he was talking about...” so i figured shit he must have been logged onto the other dudes account and seen my message/ complain about blowing me off. I didn’t say anything though and kept messaging back. My bff asked him to go trick or treating with us and he was like woah moving too fast or something like that, so i asked her to drop it.
We skyped that night and then HE brought meeting up on halloween after previously freaking out about me (my friend texting from my phone) asking; mhmm what magic did my hair in a bun, sweat pant, tired looking face do.
The next day we agreed on taking our friends this time but go out again on saturday by ourselves.
I honestly thought he would flake (ghetto for fall through) but he didn’t and i am oh so glad he didn’t.
So we met at Bestbuy came up to him and said hey! then we left bestbuy and walked FOREVER!
I thought it was pretty funny that i’ve lived in south florida for 7 years and i haven’t been to southbeach. Yet here i was getting a tour from a guy who moved down here months ago...
The streets were crowded and filled with girls dressed ehhh not so lady like. I thought it was sweet of him to say something like whatever they are always dressed with their boobs hanging out so nothing new (as in don’t worry i’m not going to breakneck checking them out, at least not when i’m with you lol)
I wasn’t really sure if he was interested in me, until we talked about clothing and he mentioned he liked polo i said “thats sophisticated looking” and he said oh i didnt wanna go all out on the first day ;) (oh lala so he digs my looks or something, because he wouldn’t mention a first if there wasn’t going to be a second right?) I probably said oh i went all out and then just kidded him.

Our arms kept brushing against each others and i just wanted him to grab my hand already dammit! So i said i’m just gonna hold onto your arm because i don’t wanna get lost (Thank you crowded streets for giving me a valid excuse!) i held his arm for like 2 seconds, then he just grabbed my hand and we held hands the rest of the night.

As we were walking along the beach there was a huge puddle and guess who got a piggy back ride through the puddle? This princess! Can i just say this is the sweetest, most gentlemanish thing a guy has ever done for me. He stopped in front of the puddle and i’m like why did u stop? hop on! what? o_o hop on my back! omg really? thats kinda how it went down.

we got to the Jetties and went out on the rocks away from our friends. The view was beautiful, he had his arm around me, my head on his shoulder and then because its me we are talking about here, we got splashed with water from this one big wave. I wiped the salty water from his face and he wiped it from my arms. Then i don’t know how or when, ahh its like i can never remember. We kissed and his lips tasted salty from the water, i just laughed and kiss, kiss, kiss. It was 1030 and my friend had to be home at 11, so we started walking back and it was all over. I went on my first date off a website :o its funny because when we were kissing i though to myself “omg am i really kissing someone i met online? and most importantly i met someone who’s attractive online and in person?!?”

I texted him when i got home and he didn’t reply....

I though ah shit no i didn’t just get used or something along those lines (not that we did anything except for kissing).. He went to sleep when he got home and replied when he woke up, sigh what a relief.

The guy who took my virginty is back in the US, he’s got an interview at my city’s police department; cool.

The ex boyfriend who dumped me years ago around xmas after 5 days of “relationship” commented my picture and is now trying to play the oh what an idiot i was card, i was immature back then man i messed up... lets hang out for old times sake...Oh sure because it was so easy to forget the nights i spent crying about being dumped!

Listening to the song he dedicated to me and thinking about how stupid i was for believing in him, it took me years to be able to listen to the song and feel nothing. though it will always remind me of him because he introduced me to it.

Whatever i’m still floating on my halloween experience cloud, just thinking of him brings back butterflies in my stomach.

This is me praying that
This was the very first page
Not where the story line ends
My thoughts will echo your name
Until I see you again
These are the words I held back
As I was leaving too soonI was enchanted to meet you ♥

All i know is i was enchanted to meet you.

What the fuck?!

I just read my last blog and i was bitching about having to wait a day to activate my iphone. Turns out its going to be months before i’m able to activate it (yes i said MONTHS) What the fuck verizon? Oh we don’t want our employees to activate these devices, because we don’t want them to take them away from our customers... Really? because last time i checked its easier and much more effective to sell when you have knowledge and experience with the product; just saying. Take the phones away from customers ? uh last time i checked there’s amazon, craigslist and ebay (i bought mine on there almost 100 dollars cheaper FTW) all of them sell your phones for much cheaper, so no i don’t think we’ll be taking business away from the store itself.

On a more positive note id like to thank god, the lucky stars, destiny or whoever put all these jobs on my path! I’ve been hustling like theres no tomorrow.
I got the job at Ross (duh!)
My princess job boss gave me about 2 weekends worth of work, so now i have a bunch of days i need to ask off work (Because making 30.00 > 8.50 an hour). I don’t think my manager is going to be too happy about all these shift requests and days off (But damn its not like he’s the one working for me, so uh what does it cost to just not schedule me on those days!)
I went to the Hollister interview and i got nervous! WHAT THE FUCK dude! they do call backs on monday so we will see if i got the job or not, mind you i have never not gotten the job; So Hollister you better not be my first failed interview.

On saturday i had a princess job in Clewinston, a 1 1/2 hour drive from my house.
I took my little brother and sister because i was leading the party and they needed to be characters.
Omg when i pulled up, i couldn’t believe my eyes! I felt like i was in the scene out of a movie (on the bright side i’ve always wanted to be an actress lol).
Everyone and i do mean EVERYONE was black (I don’t have a problem with this, except for the fact that it was so stereotypically accurate) All the guys hanging outside, with their pimp cars. If you haven’t noticed i’m pretty white for a hispanic, so the guys were like DAAAAAMN and they were staring. I thought i might have you know made a mistake and ended up in the wrong place, so i pulled over and my siblings were going crazy... “omg go go go go” “are the doors locked?” “we are going to get robbed” Chill! its not like you guys didn’t go to an elementary school, where you could count the whites  with the fingers in your 2 hands! Mostly my sister she loves to try to talk black and when she gets there she’s scared? GTFO
I personally love leading parties where the kids are black! Why? because they aren’t shy, they got the moves and they always seem to be fond of me :) like they rather hug me at the end of the party than hug the character, awww really? you would rather hug me than buzz light year? I am flattered (i mean it).
So id like to take this opportunity so say what the hell is yo gabba gabba? whatever happened to sesame street? and barney (according to my mom it was my personal favorite)(clearly getting so old i don’t want change, please stick to the classics)
The party i did was yo gabba gabba at Clewinston, check out the picture... Ohhhhh now it all makes sense.

Oh yeah i found another job on craigslist, a couple actually; I just apply and forget. If they email back good, if not i wouldn’t remember anyway.
This zombie job called back, to be a zombie at a halloween event for $12.00 an hour, cool except i booked a job with my princess job that day and they wanted me to audition? HAHA you idiots think i would go waste my time and turn down other jobs just so i can be “considered” How about NO!
I booked this job for $15.00 an hour promoting a protein bar, for the next 3 wednesdays at walgreens. Pretty legit, i don’t mind. It’s for diabetics and all i have to do is give out samples and smile, smile, smile :D

Why were most of my customers assholes today? sigh people love taking advantage of nice people thats for sure. On a happy note, both the activations i did today, i got the protection plan attached with so i’m pretty satisfied.

Why am i still up? Well i just finished reading this blog http://www.armywife-style.com/ It took me 2 days to read the whole thing; I loved it. Id recommend reading it if you enjoy/ can handle blunt opinions on random stuff.
What stood out the most for me? How she mentioned she had to get stitches on her vag after giving birth... I am terrified! ouch it, ouch i cant even think about it. You know me being naive me, i thought oh its just closes up magically, kinda like nipples get hard and soft you know something cool like that, but stitches ? are you kidding? as if pushing something that big out wasn’t enough... Men really do have it easier I DONT CARE WHAT YOU SAY!

My last point though. Hello? shout out to whoever is googling my dating profiles name, would you be kind enough to reveal yourself? because i know i’ve disabled my profile for about a month or so now. So if your making the effort to remember and google it, id like to meet you. Thanks!

Xoxo Julieth

Blah Blah Blah

I thought i had nothing to blog about but then i remembered, silly me.  

Yesterday i came home from work and i had 1000000 bags in my hands, i was holding the keys and when i tried to throw one of the trash bags away... well you know, my keys fell in the trash can just like i thought they would but was too lazy to put them down -_-  (lesson learned)

 I applied to like 4 jobs 2 days ago because i just spent like 800 bucks on an iphone 4S (call me crazy, but my phone bill is only 28 dollars a month because of my job and so thats the cheapest plan ANYONE will ever get on an iphone so i am definitely taking advantage) ahem Thank you Verizon!
Besides i’ve wanted one of these “cool mainstream” devices for years, i deserve it.
On an upsetting note because of the type of phone account i have, i have to wait until tomorrow morning to get my phone activated. Do you know what it feels like to have a new phone and not be able to use it immediately? Its quite painful... On that note boo Verizon (still love you though ;)
So here it is all white, with a lovely pink commuter case from otter box, a screen protector from zagg and covered against any physical damage with no deductible courtesy of Best Buy mobile (i don’t mean it was free)
I applied to Hollister, blah blah blah, the interview is on tuesday. After the interview i had a couple of days at ross, in which i wasn’t scared whatsoever; i feel like i can take on the world. so bring it Hollister group interview.

Now onto the real point of this blog.
I dont know about anybody else but i read yahoo news everyday, its become part of my routine. They have some pretty interesting articles on there and todays article was about "Dating advice for shy singles” As i begin to read this i’m like holy shit its official I AM shy, its like they are describing me to the T.
"Shy people often unintentionally come across as cold and aloof all due to the simple fact that their body language is transmitting “keep away” signals. “ Oh hey! that’s me... I’ve been told i look like i am a cold person, mean and "i think i’m better than youish” (which i don’t, in most cases at least)
"Shy people are generally more confident when they’re in their comfort zone, so when you go out, it’s a good idea to bring along a few close friends for support. “ yup yup its like i feed off my friends confidence, i have no difficulty talking to someone when i have a friend next to me, shyness banishes! 
And i run out of things to say so ill just go to bed.
Oh last song playing before i finished this blog; bellow

Xoxo Julieth 

I'm a lightweight better be careful what you say with every word i’m blown away, your in control of my heart.

I wish i could think of what i wanna write and it will just write itself that way i don’t forget things *sigh here we go.

I should start by expressing how much i HATE guys like what makes it okay for them not to feel absolutely anything when playing with someones feelings?

I was really looking forward to meeting this guy i met on okcupid. He messaged me first we texted for like a week, established we were both not some 40 year old rapist, he put smileys on almost every text AND he texted me the day before asking if we were still on for friday (which i said we were). 

Friday rolls around its 830 pm and no text, so i text him and he says he’s tipsy (well isn’t that lovely, its not like i’ve waited around all day) oh meet me here, knowing guys lame ass excuse potential, i ask if he has battery so i avoid the "oh my phone died i am so so sorry” 15% (uh how about no, its a 30 min drive) then he’s like "oh just meet me tomorrow when i’m sober”  are you sure you wont do the same as today ? -_- i’m sorry! (yeah its okay, because i really wanna meet you and theres nothing else i can say)

Saturday, fucking depressing i was on the couch all day glued to my phone (yes i know how pathetic of me) never got a text, so at like 12 am its official i have been ditched or whatever this is supposed to be, so delete all the texts and his number (just another picture to burn, but fuck you hurt my feelings :'[ )

Seriously though if i was him id feel so shitty (its like a mini mild heartbreak) but i bet he doesn’t give a damn (seems about right considering he’s a guy)

Needless to say i’m never going to find a guy who i like and he likes me, because i’m just so damn picky and love cursed.

On the other hand my coworker is so set on hooking me up with her husbands brother (aw man he’s not my type, how do i get out of this?! She’s dragging me to laser quest next sunday because i have to go on a “DATE” not looking forward to this.)

A while back i think i blogged about the white guy who talked to me when i was being interviewed to work at bestbuy, he’s back at the store (i don’t know where he went for like 4 months lol)

I think he was interested in me, he texted me a lot and wanted to talk on the phone (geez i cant remember the last time a guy wanted to spend hours on the phone) we talked on the phone for like 2 hours one night and then somewhere in the convo i thought it would be funny to, you know mind fuck him like he did when he told me his mom was south african. So i told him i had a 3 month old baby named Laquan, who’s father is Pierre Louis a haitian/ african, who’s father passed away and we named our baby after; oh and because the story wouldn’t be complete without having the baby daddy on child support. (yeah he didn’t text me again) i need to remember to tell him this was all a lie before it happens to spread around the store, not that it would make any sense because i’m a stick and my body hasn’t changed since i started working there but just a precaution.

Oh and i forgot to mention on sunday i got the loveliest pimple in between my eyes (you know a 3rd eye) sunday,monday, tuesday i touched it and made it worse. Tuesday i put on this purple medicine my mom used to put on cows and horses in Colombia to help their wounds heal faster. Wednesday i had a scab and realized the crap does NOT wash off and my scab was permanently dyed purple (damn and i “had" plans for friday)
Friday i got called into work and refused to show up at work with my third eye, so i painfully ripped it off, the scab that is. I now have a huge circle scar FML but at least i didn’t have a third eye on friday and that was all that mattered then. I wish i had rocked the third eye now, but its too late boo. oh well i guess hopefully the scar will go away quickly.
I don’t know how to flip the picture so enjoy the upside down picture (red lip gloss looks terrible on me)

I just came home from Chillis dinner on my manager (hell yeah) with all my coworkers, Damn today was the day for compliments (well sorta) my coworkers seem to be fond of me, i guess i can be funny from time to time and well ya know i keep it real.
Really though i wish i was more social, i think guys intimidate me more than i think (if that makes sense) i am such a quiet person borderline antisocial(i don’t hate people or anything maybe i’m just shy). I really don’t know what to do about that i guess i’m just an introvert. 

Xoxo Julieth

Google me, Gavin Degraw, his guitarist, blog, blog, blog.

 I don’t know whether i should be afraid or flattered. Afraid that someone looked my blog up by “julistar15” and could potentially know a lot about me, mostly feelings and experiences. Flattered that someone would take the time to do so o_o 

                                      Today i met Gavin Degraw courtesy of wrmf 97.9 the best variety of the 80, 90’s and today!
Not gonna lie this radio station is pretty awesome the only problem is it sounds terrible down here :/ 
When i went to the underground for Y100 which is kinda like a meet and greet, we got to be in the same room as the artist. 
97.9 does it differently i was pretty bummed about having to watch him like he was a fish in a bowl when he was performing, but this was all made up once we actually did the meet and greet. It was so personal, they gave us pictures and his new CD all signed. The picture he signed personally, like to Julieth blah blah i felt kinda special. He has an amazing voice talented dude and his guitarist was lovely as well. Needless to say the 1 hour drive was very worth it.
On other news i feel like crap! not only do i work myself out yesterday until muscle failure, but oh you know my immune system decides its cool to allow a cold in the same day. So now every time i sneeze or cough my abs are in pain weeeee! 
I should probably go to bed at a normal time today, give this body as much rest as it needs boo, ill probably wake up at 3 if i go to bed now. it’ll be like the nap i DONT want.
okay im done.

Xoxo Julieth

so much for those planets...

As usual i jinxed myself lovely! No more cute guys blowing up my phone :( boo!
I don’t usually text guys first so im kinda screwed there, i guess ill just have to find myself another way of staying busy; as if trying to win this stupid (awesome!) contest didn’t take enough of my time...
Im up late once again, no surprise there really. Since hour cuts are a bitch, I’m off till sunday i need to make my $$$ dammit. Iphone 5 or 4S come out already so the store can be jam packed please and thank you!
I don’t even have anything to say really just felt like writing.
I never actually talked about how crappy i thought NY was holy shit i LOVE florida. It’s kinda calm/ fast paced here but nothing compared to NY. I hated not having my lovely car to drive in and depending on people giving me permission to go places, yeah i think that was the shittiest part. My friends mom assumed the controlling mom role (which i never had or was used to because my mom is so chill and awesome) I had my little taste of hell, i named it basic training because i was sleep, food, and music deprived with one hell of a drill instructor, if it wasn’t for plane tickets being 200 i would have left the 2nd day i got there. Did i mention i booked the wrong flight back home? yeah i had to stay an extra day, luckily my friends aunt took me and allowed me to stay with her... here are some pictures of the 2 days that didn’t suck out of 14 days -_-

My friends party was lovely (that was the whole reason why i went to NY with her) Her mom went crazy with the spending though like 12 grand on a party filled with guests my friend barely knew there to “celebrate her birthday, more like i’m here to eat your food and drink your booze suckaaaa. I tried a jello shot blechhhh, disgusting i found something that tastes worse than beer, i spit it out and drank some coke whew never again.
I think i saw some famous dude on the streets he was wearing glasses and i didn’t know his name but i had seen him in some movie, i would have gone and chased after him just for the heck of it but he was across the street and the light changed.
The guys around where i stayed were spanish GHETTO! theres nothing more un attractive than a guy with his pants hanging down or a guy who stares you up and down like your some piece of meat. If i wasn’t so polite i would have stuck up my middle finger at all those pigs who looked at me that way but i’m a lady... OH did i mention some bird decided to shit on me when i was leaving the subway at night? i didn’t get no luck from it, whoever made that up lied!
Some weeks ago i went swimming with the dolphins finally! sheshh i been waiting since i was like 11 to do this and i’m 19 now so go figure... MIAMI SEAQUARIUM what a disappointment, i was on this dolphins back for like oh idk 5 seconds and that was it! 200 dollars for that ? luckily my mom got it for 130 but really? the rest of the time was spent feeding the dolphin or shall i say watching the animal trainer feed it. About ridding on the dolphins back though, it felt so weird it was hitting my stomach as it swam you can tell by my face i was laughing too hard. Then it gave me a kiss awww put it on a magazine! Walked around the tiny park and by 1:30 i was done ready to go home, i didn’t want a tan.



Lastly because i am so ghetto fab i can attempt to dance to ghetto songs, solely for the purpose of providing a good laugh because i wouldn’t be caught dead dancing at a party or the club.

Xoxo Julieth